Instead of writing you a love note I’m here writing an apology. When I first met you, you turn my world upside down. You changed me, inside and out. You taught me what love is and how to find love through all of the adversity that we faced. You made me feel and still make me feel like I’m the most important person in the world.
I have failed myself and us. But most importantly I failed you. My rash and sometimes cruel decisions are not what you deserve. You didn’t deserve any of the things that I said and I want you to know how deeply sorry I am. Instead of bringing the person that means the most to me in during a time of stress, I used that stress and damaged what meant the most to me. You were always there for me and never let me down. You were strong and I was weak.
I know my mistakes have hurt you and have hurt us and for the first time in our relationship I don’t know what our future is. I took the things that I cherish in our relationship for granted and now they are gone. All I can do now is promise you that I will get back to being the man you love. I will be strong. I want our life. It’s the only life for me. I love you and I’m sorry.